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This is something im doing for myself and most of it when i write im thinking about mark but they'll be one or two on other stuff to
im going to continue to write more and more so stay posted
If there was one thing I cauld think about all day it would be the way he holds me. If there cauld be something to touch all day it would be his skin upon my skin. I hold onto his image all day as I sit and wander, is he doing as I am doing? The feeling i have never seems to fade. What would I do without his touch upon my thigh, my chest, my lips, my hair. The passion I lust for all day is presented to me as the site of him gets nearer and nearer. I just want to love him all the time. No one gives me the feeling he gives me. Its like nothing else matters but him and I. Does he feel the way I feel? I know he does by the feeling I get when he touches me all over my body. Its like a rush, a high, an unexplainable moment that sends me into a state of bliss. Nothing feels better then to have him press himself up against me so that the pressure builds inside me. I hold onto this feeling as long as I can until i cannout anymore and it explodes with a gasp of air. What would I do without Him?
No matter what im feeling, whether it be glad or sad I think of your face and then I think of how in love with you I am. Nothing makes me feel happier then telling you how I feel when things for me are misunderstood. You make me feel good, you make me feel like everything is ok when really there in disoray. I cant wait for the day I get to stay by your side forever. I can see how happy ill be to have your comfort beside me. I will do anything for you because you have already done everything for me. Why must you make me feel so happ all the time? Your like a drug but only mine. When the day comes I make you feel like you make me feel, I will feel like you've done even more for me because I satisfied you like you satisfied me. I want to do everything for you, anything at all. I want to fill your life as you filled mine because if you didnt I wouldnt know where I would be. Well I can say is thank you for loving me.
If all i ever had was gone and all i had left was you I would be fine with that. If even the clothes on my back were gone and all i had was you, I would be happy because i cauld conceal myself in your arms. If any trincuit i had me feel more beutiful even moreso then i already am happened to burn but yet there you were beside me, I would be joyus to that. You make me feel like nothing can compare to me because i have some thing as gorgeous as you by my side. Now if it were otherwise and i was as rich in possession as i am in love, but did not have that love for a creature as stunning as you, my world might as well not exsist. If even i had the most gorgeous clothes knowing you arent there to see me in them would be depressing. If I had everything I needed to look as beutiful as you, It would do me no good. The way you look at me is euphoric. Just the way you look at me. The smell of your breath makes me want to touch your warm skin. Without you I am nothing, and with nothing I am happy with you
A rush of emotion emerges through me as your skin touches my lips. Is it lust? Is it pleasure? Cauld it possibly be just the satisfaction of me pleasing you? Your like a wicked poison that courses through me and leaves me unable to comprehend what you are doing to me. Do you realise what you are doing? I think not because then why would you keep doing this to me? Is it because you lust for me like I lust for you? Nothing can compare to the pleasure you give me. Maybe you do what you do because you want me to feel what I do to you. Afterall I love know I can do this to you. It cauld be a matter of we are at a seceret game of pleasure with each other. This is a game I would never choose to end. You make me feel in a second whole. As if nothing cauld make me feel saddness again. You are the love of my life and I will continue to dream that I am the love of yours until the day we are one.
A refuge is what I find in you. Safety is in your arms. Peace is on your chest. Serenity is everywhere upon you. When your with me peace comes over me. All over the world I know your what I need to live. A touch of your skin to mine makes me feel life is just that much sweeter. how else would life be life if you were'nt there. The most tranquil feeling is in your lips. The sounds they make, the flavour they have, the shade of pink, and the beautiful shape they have. Next to you I feel insignificant to this world. You make me feel like a human being. what else cauld i want in this world but you. Your very essance makes me feel at ease with myself. How would I spend my life without some kind of hope for peace. I would never be able to breath. How I long to touch mine. To feel your hot tounge against the arch in my mouth. To have you tell me you love me right now would be bliss. You make me want to taste you. I want to know what it feels like to have the power to be able to be so care free. I love being with you every second of the day. I want to be with you all the time. I want to belong to you. I want to be an exstension of yourself. I would be there for your every whimb. I want to be your refuge as you are mine. My life. My Love. My peace. My charm. My one true half.
Baby I really do want to marry you. We will marry baby. This is what was said last night. It has been in my head ever since. I love knowing how certain he is about marrying me. I cant wait for the day he is mine forever. I feel like he wants it as bad as I do. If there was a way I cauld marry him right now would. The thought of seeing him everyday and seeing hime everynight makes me more happy then anything. I have nothing in my life accept him himself. I wander what it will be like being with him so much. I truely have never wanted anything more in my life. I wish it was the future so I cauld touch him as I sleep right now. I cauld never see myself having problems if I was with him him like that. I cant wait to show him how truly intense me feelings are. He is so amazing in every way. I never really knew satisfaction till we were together for the first time. Sexually I think I will never be unkept. He is so wanting and so willing to give. Does he know its so amazing it haunts my thoughts every second? To the point where i almost feel inapropriate most of the time, but i cant help myself. I see it so clearly in my head I wander if others can see it to. I truly hope they cant. I want him to be mine and mine alone. Alas I cant wait for forever.
