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Lets just say i am running out of ideas to write about. I dont really know what im doing. Im random as a unicorn on a daisy. I am madly in love and want a wedding and children by the age of 17.... that says alot right there. Life to me keeps getting a bit more interesting. I feel like im the only one in the whole wide world who realized people actually matured as we got older... thats freaky. Some days i feel pretty, some i feel i look like some sort of animal that has fleas. I LOVE BOOKS i can read for days. Why? Who knows. I have thousands and thousands of questions that will probably never be answered. Life seems almost not needed to me accept accept for my boyfriend who makes me feel like... well that it is. I often wander why there is suffering in the world when a lazy ass like myself can be up at 11:58pm explaining myself to no one.
But really. Why should i be doing this. Why cant i find anything better to do with myself. Im constantly worrying about something and i feel that i might have some of my mothers physcotic tendencies. Why is this so. I have a stable life unlike that awful woman. Might i be excessive compulsive? Most likely. Whatever its all good in my eyes. Im happy... right? i guess, whatever the case life for me is great. I was fearing taking out a loan for school after high school... which i feared like wearing new shoes to a night club for the first time. And then all of a sudden, what happens? I get this freaking fantastic apprentiship at the salon im volunteering at! What fluky luck. So awesome i have a future. Now here it comes, another unanswerable question, who cares? whats the point if one day i die? well i guess that was 2. I will never know. I dont care personally. Is that bad i wander. Am i ranting? yup... yup i am. Why are you still reading? How can you possibly not be bored?
Really? you want to keep reading. ok... you must have not read my pages i guess. Well if you've read it your getting it again. I have a different music taste you could say... or maybe its generic. I love techno music as im sure you have guessed. But i have been doing latin ballroom for about...4 years maybe. So salsa just gets me so excited and puts me in an all around good mood... along with icecream. I love funky music that has a classical twist. Or some sort of mytholigical sound. My fave choice of literature is probably thrillers (anything that has to do with vampires really). I have read the entire works of the vampire chronicles by Ann Rice and I have read everything up to date on the Twilight series, including anything on the writers website, Stephanie Meyer. Both are great collections. Movies, I pretty much like everything. Im easily frightened as weird as that may sound by horror movies. I have no idea why but after one i cant sleep. ummmm i dont know what else to say. haha....
Fave color = pink ~ Fave food = Icecream ~ Fave Musician = No Doubt
